I was born in 1974. I'm the middle child in a family of 5. I have seven nieces and one nephew. As yet I have no kids of my own. I work alternately as a graphic designer (preferred) and a retail clerk (paying the bills) Once I aspired to be a TV journalist, but I don't think I had a knack for it. My hobbies include in no particular order: biking, skating, exploring inner space, reading, and most anything you are allowed to do naked. As for other vital statistics, mind your own damn business.

I like to define my self as self reliant and child-like, just a little crazy. I'm a student of life, I like to think that I can learn something from just about everyone. Sometimes that's very hard, but I try. I'm also ridiculously shy around people I don't know, (it's embarrassing) and completely extraverted with my friends. I also have a bad habit of trying to please everyone, probably a hold over from childhood, but I'm trying to get over it.

I really do think that men ARE from Mars, or perhaps somewhere further off. At least most of the men I know seem to have come from some other planet. One guy I dated for a while seemed to space out completely when the TV was on; it didn't matter what he was watching, it always took his full attention. Another guy I knew asked every woman he dated to marry him. (Eventually someone said yes.) I haven?t quite figured out the whole relationship game. All the rock steady relationships which I?ve witnessed started in high school and continued from there. Mind you, not all the high school relationships have worked out, but all of those that I?ve witnessed which started later in life have ended messily. Not that I?m any great expert, this is just my experience. I'm not quite an Ally McBeal, but I see a lot of truth in her stories. Still, I haven't given up on men yet, I just hope that they don't given up on me.

My sex life really hasn?t been anything to write about. Okay, once in college my room mate and I and our boyfriends all took a shower together, but somehow that sounds kinkier in retrospect. Sure, I had a fantasy life as a teenager, but those were so pedestrian. The wildest fantasy I can remember from high school was being kidnapped and rescued by a musician.

Not long after that I discovered the erotic novels of Anne Rice, Sleeping Beauty, Exit to Eden, etc. I wanted to be Beauty, more than I had ever considered as a child. Rescue is exciting but it ends. Beauty now lived in a world where every day brought a new adventure, where sex was safe and risky at the same time. I?m still sad that it can only happen in a fantasy.

So I started fantasizing about spanking, public nudity, humiliation, anal sex and other things I?d never experienced. My fantasies began to take on a different shape entirely, I started browsing the Midnight section of Borders Books and leaving the Romance section alone. Suddenly I was standing in front of a classroom of my peers with my panties around my knees and my teacher turning my ass red in the name of science.

The Beauty series of books also got me thinking about sex in new ways. I really hadn?t had any homoerotic fantasies until I read about hers. Yes, I did have some technically homosexual experiences in middle school, but they were merely play. Kissing and experimenting. You really couldn?t call them erotic. I remember watching a porn movie in college at a party, and when the lesbian scene came up all the boys loved it and all the girls said "gross." Perhaps that was the politically correct response at the time. Now, I can really excite myself by thinking about being spanked by a girl.

So then someone introduced me to AOL. Wow, did I spend a lot of time in the chat rooms. There I learned a great deal about fetishes practiced outside my little circle. Some of these things seemed really sick at first, others just a little silly. I probably wasted a great deal of time on "chat" but it did expand my horizons too.

Some where along the line I started writing down my own fantasies. These were all consensual sub fantasies. I'd love to post them, but unfortunately they've been lost or misplaced. If I ever do find them again I'll put them up here. I think they were pretty good. I tried to delve into emotions and motives as well as sticky mechanics. Some people liked them. Other's didn't respond. According to a faculty member I was the best writer in the art department, I don't know if that says much for me but I was pleased. I would share them with you, but I've moved recently and misplaced them. As soon as they can be located they'll be added here, but I'll warn you, they are more in a b/d s/m and less gynophagia.

It was in the alt.bondage.stories news group that I first saw a Dolcett cartoon. That was Fantasy Bar-B-Que. At first I was horrified, I had never been into snuff. But the consensual aspect of that story, and the bondage really turned me on. (Enough that I let go of the fact that anyone roasted over an open fire would die of carbon monoxide poisoning long before they were cooked.) Anyway that story sent me looking for more. One of my early favorites was Meredith's Last Interview, it seemed to hit all the right buttons for me, bondage (on the spitting machine), public nudity (she strips for her TV news story), semi-consensuality (she is tricked into it but doesn't object), sex, and more sex. Yes, there's a down side too, she dies. But she's a character in a story, it isn't real. Oh, I could do without all the body parts and the gore, but I've learned to gloss over that in my mind.

There are lots of other artist whom I admire. Eric Van Gotha is a current favorite, along with Alizar, Raul Fernandez, Pete Boggs, Mass Graphix (whoever that is), Wallace Wood, and Tcatt. And, of course a sentimental favorite for the various artist who draw the "Carrie" series. Although I don?t know urls for all of them, their work is often posted to the various erotic toons newsgroups.

Perhaps the fascination with being eaten steems from early identification with storybook characters like Goldilocks and Little Red Riding Hood. I guess what I'm doing with this site is exploring my darker side. If I knew in college what I know now I'd probably have been into the Goth scene. It's all very beautiful, sensual and dark. Even now I think I might start dabbling in new age witchcraft. I've always felt a strong spiritual side, maybe next week.

ADDENDUM:

Recently I started a new job, a little more in my field than the one I was in when I started this site. Okay, a lot more. The point is, that it's taking a lot of my time lately. You may have guessed that since it's been about four months since I've updated it.

I recently located a story I wrote a couple of years ago. It's straight text, and doesn't contain any woman eating, so don't get your hopes up. At the time I wrote it I was deep into the Dominance and Submission fantasy, reading Anne Rice, and stories by internet authors like "Flogmaster." If you are interested click here

I'm still interested in this genre, but maybe a little less so than a year ago. I may branch out a little, or I may not, I do have plans for future gynophagia related updates. For now I just don't know when I'll find the time. I do want to thank everyone for their support and their understanding both in the past and the future.

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